Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Happy New Year

Another year going bye, bye another starting anew, age +1 the pattern seems to be set in stone. The traditional "Happy New Year" implies that next year will be better or please let it be better, however is that true? No it is usually not. Why> because people are lazy and just wants to get by and reap benefits without doing anything, thus their year will suck. Can it be better? Well yes of course but it is up to you, yourself to make it awesome.

Dont wait for it to become awesome make it awesome!

Saturday, December 05, 2009

To My Friend Diane

Well long story short my friend got a job so I wanted to write something for her so I did, this was the result.

To My Friend Diane

Hey it is me, well I'm sorry it’s not really written by hand however it is more a matter of convenience from my part (my writing really sucks and this goes faster). Well a promise is a promise and I pride myself with keeping them (other things are not that important). I’m very sorry that I could not give you this in person, that is the way it should be delivered right and of course in library. However this is not a traditional love letter (sorry Diane don’t be too sad), it would be kind of odd for me to proclaim my undying love to you, when you already have a boyfriend. Then again love comes in a wide variety of emotions: the love for your parents, siblings, a pet, boyfriends, girlfriends and of course friends. The later being the most suitable at this moment I will simply write from that perspective.

All in all whatever you will do with your life from now on will be entirely up to you. Is that not amazing, you have ultimate responsibility of your life. You are now writing the last page of university life and soon a new chapter will begin. Uncertainty is one of our greatest enemies; because it is uncomfortable we shy away from it, we rather do the same things we always done it is nature.

Sometimes it will be hard loneliness and other things will make you wish for something else, but you are a farmer and strong. Do not forget that even though half a world away, you are only as lonely as you make yourself. Home is not where you go or stay it is in your mind, all your friends and family will be with you because of the simple fact love. On the other hand people will definitely be jealous of you, hell I am one of them. However some people might hate on you because you will do lots of stuff that they will never have the opportunity to do. That is fine however never think that you do not deserve it because you do!

You are a very bright, intelligent, curious and with a warmth that is almost radiating, frankly how you can always be fun and so open to others? No one knows, but I do believe a lot of people gravitate to you because of your unique personality. I will miss, not being able to see you in the library or just talking to you, frankly I will miss you dearly. Even though we did not meet for a very long time I am very grateful to have met you, thank you.

I have no doubt that you will do amazing, but it is kind of a cliché to say that isn’t it? But I promise, in your case I truly mean it (^_^). Remember anything from our talks; like the one in the library coffee shop did you take some of it in? I hope you remember this. “It is your life and no one ells, not your parents, not to uphold their ideals, not your friends.”Don’t live anyone else’s dreams and don’t live thru someone ells, your dreams are yours.” Sad fact if we are lucky then we will only live 28 000 days, most people just want to get by, not dying.. But it is my conviction that those people when they lie on their death bed they are the ones who are afraid, screaming and crying. Diane live a full life and die with no regrets, learn grow and most importantly live.

Lastly to keep the theme of this letter and to sum it up: Diane my dear I love you…